I tossed and turned.
I tossed and turned so much last night, that I could no more!
Too many thoughts ran through my head.
Too many images needed to be processed, filtered and filed!
I am so tired, not only physically, but emotionally!
I am at a point where I honestly question...
How peaceful would a coma be?
To be fed and not have to cook.
To pee under myself and not have to move once.
To have my hair brushed, body cleaned, nails cut...
Seems like quite the spa treatment if you ask me!
When will I sleep soundly again?
When will my eyes close at night and not reopen until there is light?
I am tired.
I need my sleep.
When will my nightmare end?
The irony is...
I AM AWAKE!
