After a few hours of sulking, crying and sheer frustration...
I had a revelation!
Who am I kidding? Why do I persist to bring close those who simply couldn't give a rat's ass about me or my family?!
This has been a lifelong struggle for me, as I went through life always doing things for others, when those people whom I have helped...were no where to be found when I needed aid in return!
I never wanted anything more than to be appreciated, to be adored, to be praised for the good woman that I am.
Unfortunately, in this pretty selfish world we live in, I have lost myself somewhere along the way, as I continuously gave to those who knew nothing more than to take take take!
I must think of ME and my family, as no one else is doing it!
I have grown tired of my generosity being taken for granted. I am fed up of my kindness falling into unworthy hands!
Many who have grown use to me being around - at the drop of the hat, will soon realize...
I am no longer available!
I will be called every name in the book. Many will find ample reasons to hate me...
But the way I see it, being the good person that I was to them all...
NEVER GOT ME ANYWHERE to begin with!
I know my self-worth and I definitely do not deserve the likes of them in my life!
To put it quite plainly...
Screw 'Em All!
