I should be on cloud 9, at this point in my life.
I feel as if the world, which surrounds me, has covered me with a blanket of shame!
What could I have possibly been thinking?
Who was I to believe that my joy and happiness would be enough to see me through?
Evil is all around us, you cannot escape it, no matter how hard you try...it always wins!
What is a person to do? What am I to do?
I feel as if I am living a lie, concealing a truth, simply to maintain a certain degree of peace.
But how low I feel, how saddened I am by all of this!
In a perfect world, I would be on cloud 9...
But my life isn't so and never will it be!
